sitting, waiting, wishing...

Well good morning! I just got out of three hours of lecture...economics from 8 till 10, and then plant physiology from 10-11...i went and bought some things at the bookstore (odds and ends) and now here i am...sitting in front of a computer, attempting to update my LJ. Its been a couple of days since my last entry, the weekends are usually pretty busy for me, with work, studying, and certain other things that i try to make time for. Speaking of...im so excited, the bf, or lover, whatever u wanna call him is looking so svelte without a beard, and is getting his haircut today! (trust me, he needed it) it wasn't so bad, but im not a very hair loving kind of guy...hair on his head is ok, but when it starts to overrun one's face, it needs to be done away with. He looks much more handsome to me now, then he did last week, but he is special to me no matter how he actually looks...even if he has bright blue hair when he meets me for dinner tonight...i wanna do something romantic, but i dont know what i should do...flowers are to girlie, dinner and a movie, or a walk on the beach is too cliche...well have to see, sometimes im not so much of a decider...a leader, and much more of a follower. I want J to be happy, and i know i dont need to smother him in gifts to make that happen, my love, affection, and attention should be enough...but fringe benefits aka gifts are always appreciated! j/k j...u know i luv u anyway...i worked a lote this weekend, got some studying done, even got my ass on my mountain bike for a little trail riding. It was fun, but oh how do my buns and abs ache! hehe Oh another day, another dollar...

Yesterday was one of those viciously random days, the kind where the puzzle pieces just dont seem to fit...for some reason, my thoughts came around to astrology and the functional uses of a personalized natal chart in understanding generalitites about my life and its direction or lack there-of. Some exerpts were just fascniating to me and i will shre those with u all:
born May 19th, 1984 in wichita falls, tx at 10:46pm

Sagittarius rising:
"High-spirited, enthusiastic, and exuberant, you love adventure, change, exploring new territory, and are not happy confined to the same safe, secure little world all the time. You have a strong restlessness and yearning for something greater than anything you've experienced, and you often live in your dreams and visions for the future. Idealistic and Optimistic, you always expect something better ahead."

Venus in Taurus:
"In love, you are steadfast and loyal, especially if you have a warm, demonstrative partner. You are very sensually oriented and need lots of touching and physical affection. You enjoy being pampered with a good meal, loving massage, or other sensual delights. You are a wonderful lover, very attentive to the comfort and enjoyment of the one you love. You are tremendously responsive to beauty and physical appearances, and the physical attractiveness of your partner is very important to you."

There's a whole lot more...40 pages worth of a profile...if u are at all interested, i would be happy to share my profile more in depth with u...maybe someone can teach me about astrology as well, im only barely dabbling...its very interesting to me to say the least...well, i never can think of anything good to say...or so it seems...i am very excited to see the lover : ) I know hes gonna look so cute with his haircut and trimmedness. J is my little poopie-kins and i miss him right now...but the countdown is on...come on 5 o'clock! hope everyone has a great day...and im sure if i get bored and think of something else good to say, ill post!

bye for now
-m